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Sunday, September 23, 2007

4:38 AM

Updates:

Having literature paper 3 tomorrow morning at 8.45 and I'm so screwed with the John Keats thing. OMFG!* oops! but still i have to take it like a man! LOL.. Just finished watching "SEPET" on Astro Kirana *i cried*...

The movie sepet in correct order:

I cried .. I dont know why but i did.

Its true, true love knows no race, no colour no politics. Its pure.

**videos curtesy of a very very good person and youtube.

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

11:46 PM

Updates:

I think I am in love with my friend.

*sighs* --> But he doesnt like like me..

I really miss you *some text missing*.. I really do.

a confessional story:

The first time I saw you ; yes, i know i ran away. but that was only because i was thinking about what you will think of me.. because I am not Malibu Barbie ; not Miss Universe ; not Mika Nakashima.

The first time I talked to you ; i have to be honest as this is a confession , you made my heart beat faster <-- thats good for health right? then later you made me feel safe and comfortable and i wasn't afraid anymore.

a few more times of bumping into you and i got used to it.. but then i got afraid once more.. this time i was scared because you give me some kind of emotion that i dont think will work between you and me. I was scared if you knew, what whould you say.

today ; my friend *some text missing* told me something. something she found somewhere and all of a sudden i found that very important..

" you know i like you and i know i like you but i just cant say anything"

I'd simply rather have what we have going on right now. I'll have a little of your attention every now and then and you have mine 24/7. And you look so amazing everytime.

I have tried denial, i've tried to make myself angry at you for no apparent reason.

when you left and i couldn't see you as frequent, i naturally had an easier time going without you but then you came back ; and i am back to my confused self again.

maybe it is your natural charisma or maybe you're simply a cassanova. many people out there actually likes you.. but you like the one person .. one person ; and i'll be happy for you if you do get that one person..

simply put

I LOVE YOU

I would hate to say it,

but our friendship just cant last ;

the wonderful times we shared together,

have faded to the past

I told you it would happen,

that our friendship has bound to end;

though i know you care,

I cannot consider you as a friend;

Please dont try to argue,

that time can change people as tide can change the sand -

our friendship has been lovely,

but you see it has an end;

for now i feel in a different way,

I've fallen in love with you my friend.

+dreamingofacinderellastory+

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

6:28 AM

I'm gonna be stuck these few days at the first floor.. freaking trials! All the exams are on the first floor.. *sigh* Room 1.04 definately makes the most of my brain.. what a room.

Updates:

yesternight, though it could be considered to be tomorning ; a friend of mine like posed this really sudden question. Confessed his feelings and stuff know.

All I said was I felt like eating ice - cream.

We have a sorta kinda date or meeting if you will this thursday. Whee!~ and I get to eat ice - cream.

exams wise ; i already downed accounts paper 1 and 2.. literature paper 4 and i'm gonna have a field trip completing law paper 1 later in the auditorium.. heheee... *giggles*

p/s: my giggling ; i think, is caused by the amount of chocolates i've been engulfing these few days.. crap! i'm becoming a chocolate fan! Whee!~~

Entertainment mind:

Yesternight I listened to Mika Nakashima, not bad really and I'm kinda looking forward to buying NANA so i can watch it **DUH~ ( + + )

Also downloaded some really fun songs ie 'potentian breakup song - by ally and aj' and 'honey - by cyndi wang xin ling' --- so cute and perky the songs.

Yesh i like songs that makes people smile and prance around and do embarassing things.. I like happy things and happy songs have an impact on me..

Happy songs = Happy Rachel

Emotional songs = Emotional Rachel

Rock songs = Rocking Rachel

Well you surely get the picture right? Its kinda obvious you know? Well, I have this sorta funny thing that i really go into the music that i'm surrounded with. Its no Joke..

What the shopping malls earned from my purchases:

Firstly, i bought a pair of crocs.. freaking cute whei! kawaii-des! LMAO

Thats pretty much it

Oh wait, I bought gelato.. OMFG.. so delicious! makes me happy also.

*smiles from ear to ear*

+sofarsogoodiloveyouthatsomeone+

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4:53 AM

Updates:

in the last post i sorta hinted about some confusion of mine and yea, i am definately confused. see, this is a guy who is my friend.

positive ; +ve

but what you say when everytime you see him, you smile from ear to ear, your heart skips a beat and you leave him skipping like a little girl?

he makes me so happy ya'll.. what am i to do?

confusion ; argh!!*

He came back and when he was there, no one else really mattered at all.

He made me cry for heavens sake.. but i cant do it for he is clearly my friend..

argh!!*

he's breaking my heart somehow but ;

he's making me happy everyday for even a glimpse puts sunshine in me.

dear GOD I pray..

"dear GOD , tell me if there is at all a chance"

"dear GOD , give me a sign.. do i really love him?"

"dear GOD, to be in capacity to reach his dreams"

+youwillforeverbeadearone+

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

8:12 PM

updates again:

Yvonne saw my superman

Puteri saw my superman

Sasha saw my superman

*in that exact order.. in the exact lift

**BOO!!**

"TRL wonders.. will she see her superman.. next at the same lift??"

.wonders was it meant to be.

+wishuponafallingstar+

( n n )

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7:20 PM

updates:

I saw my underwear today.. well, maybe not today exactly, *yesterday* and he was OMG gorgeous! So tall and so handsome. But I am a little confused ever since the past few days.. Yea, some distruption going on with my brain.

Exams *stupid trials* are like few more days to go and *hahaha* *dies laughing*

Puasa month just started today and so I dont have friends who can lunch with me no more.. its kinda sad.. ( x x )

GOT PUASA?

Emotions:

Confused.. over who i like.. maybe its not as i thought.

If the two guys that i like are standing side by side, does it mean that I like the one i look at more??

**and oh my god! yvonne just told me that *he* is going into the lift..

Wishes:

I totally want that fairy doll right now.. its like.. super adorable!!

History:

Had the most amazing oysters yesterday at home and yea, he wore the same colours as me *again*.. I finally did some of Ms Angeline's homework and actually yes *actually* passed it up to her! ( she must think i've gone nuts or something )

Friends and pictures?

PUASA

Yvonne and Ibtisem.. I took this picture infront of the library.. a picture of two backsides getting their education on!!

*giggles*

I hope my readers enjoy the puasa month!

Hugs and Kisses

**BOO!!**

p/s: he just made my day!! *hearts*

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

11:34 PM

updates:

its been six long, painful and *hurt*-less days ; sighs and i have introduced myself to a painkiller namely 'earring shopping'. I know i know.. superman wears spandex and he looks gay/scary/bad ; but he is nevertheless irresistable. period.

secondly, today's the first day my spartan dude is working. he looks out of place but i'm sure he'll get used to it..he's a spartan!*

thirdly, a-level trials in another like 6 days. i'm like WTF!!* oops. this is pure torture, its pure stress/tension. *on knees praying*

TheRandomLawyer is like seriously getting slammed ; i wonder how long TRL can carry on being the was TRL is and was. random is fine..but lawyer? i'm kinda not that sure.

emotions:

tension and stressed and worried and pissed and.. and... impatient.. *gosh* its like a mind scrambler.. as if the mind can be scrambled just like morning breakfast and eggs.

make believe:

making believe that it is possible to be in love and be in control at the exact same time. being focused with all the more importance of confidence and hope for a brighter tomorrow.

wishlist:

well, its more of a shopping list for me..

maybe a pair of Ipanema flip-flops * Gisselle will be so proud * and for my swatch-ies to be shined to absolute perfection. As for today and wishes.. it might come true after all.. I wish for *the guy that lives on the second floor* to appear once more..

+wishuponafallingstar+

(+.+)

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

5:17 AM

* The Mill on the Floss *

Its always nice to see something for a change.. and films with old settings are beautiful.

Tom Tulliver who is getting his eddication with Mr Stelling meets Phillip Wakem, the son of Mr Tullivers arch enemy Mr Wakem, a lawyer.

See, in this clip, there's a conversation between Tom and Phillip. Tom is quite a bully as you will see as you go on watching.

This is kinda entertaining know.. Tom is kinda *ah duhhh* LOL.. and kinda L.A.M.E for a boy who's getting a good education. He's childish. Haha..

Tom Tulliver has a visitor at Mr Stellings.. He expresses his unhappiness on the education he is imposed to attend. An ungrateful boy he is...

So here's a clip where Tom, goes home and finds out something about rabbits..

Here's Tom, Lucy and Maggie having their tea, the language they use.. Its most beautiful. Notice Maggie's hair?

Maggie ran towards the river? Now, I wonder what happens after that.. seriously, I've yet to look for more video clips.. I wish i could find more..

The Mill on the Floss

I shall put up my own version to the summary soon when I am done reading the book that is.
So till then

Hugs and kisses

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Thursday, September 6, 2007

11:29 PM

Updates:

I havent seen underwear in like three days straight. I'm kinda worried about this undergarment know.. *underwear doesnt even know he's like my superman* Oh, what i'll give to feel HURT again.. Its been ever so long since my heart actually yearned for some pain.

I just bought a pair of earphones from the KDU bookstore.. for like fifteen bucks. WOW!.. * that Mahmood! He told me he got it from heaven* LMAO

I actually finished the tutorial for English literature and I did the Bandana Ltd question.. haha.. although i sorta kinda like gave up before the Trading Profit and Loss Account ended but.. I tried..

Puteri is sitting next to me right now and I'm as usual at TLC.. me and Elissa's "special classroom" <--- Because Miss Angeline thinks that we both have History class. *giggles*.. Haikal is being really eMo because he claims that Puteri rejected him. Funny guy. Oh, and Puteri is 'feeling' MT.. haha.. Yvonne is not here today, she skipped Lit to go to the hospital and see Mahmood and Saadain.

I know i know i'm not supposed to like blog for this period of time cause of the trails.. but i can resist.. LOL.. whee!~

I had a date with Shunggie tonight at the park.. *he's my friend and we were gonna make him cry and let the pain out tonight* but i had to like cancel it because of the like prayers thingi that i have to go later tonight.. whee.. *FIREWORKS*

Listening to LOCOMOTION on my, i mean Puteri's favourite mp4.. its actually a nice song know. Everybody's doing the locomotion.. * alterego singing *

Emotions to date:

I have this bleeding feeling in my throat. I mean, Its really bleeding.. like i swallowed glass or something.. like WTF!!* oops. Besides that, I'm worried. Its weird that i can actually worry about someone that i dont know.. haha.. but i am worried.. I am also confused thanks to the same person. Being confused is not fun.. acting confused is though..

I wish:

I wish i could go somewhere for a holiday.. somewhere abroad..
I wanna go the the beach and throw a glass bottle in it.. along with all my wishes so that the sea will carry it far and wide
I wish for that gold swatch watch and that motorola handphone..
For the lamp to shine brightly again and to light up my day..

I dont mean to sound emotional but i dont know.. emotional things are in someway beautifully put and not usual..

lotsa hugs and kisses

ya'll know i love ya'll

xoxoxox

DUKES OF HAZZARD

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Sunday, September 2, 2007

8:48 PM

I know, i know.. its kinda funnny that all the songs are like all from malaysians.. but yeah.. i am into the malaysian music scene.. listen to it, its really good. Dont tint your eyes as to the music in Malaysia will suck. It really doesnt k.

Apart from what we M'sians call rock.. which usually equalls to noise.. most of the 'rock' songs are actually really cool know. Here's another one. Please go buy the songs. MusicCanteen
if you may. *buy the song*

Itu Kamu - Estranged.

Segally yang ku pasti akan aku capai untuk mengambil hati mu
Melepasi angkasa cintaku
Sesudah aku melafazkan kesemua yang diperlu
Ianya seperti suluhan yang terang

Segala yang kau ragui akan ku padam habis dari hatimu
Mengingari dalaman akalmu
Takkan puas ku, mengiringi semua tawa dan tangisan mu
Anggun wajahmu, pelita yang terang

Hatiku, mahu mu
Rupa mu
Masih masih masih masih

Kau terindah
Masih ada
Yang tercantik
Itu Kamu

Tiada mengapa taupun sampai bila kerna cinta enggan kenal mengalah
Memanah masuk hatiku yang reti
Setelah kau nampak tetap ku masih menunjukkan erti hidupku
Yang mahu bersama kau buat selamanya

Repeat chorus..

Now that was a really good rock song.

p/s: I think Andy *the drummer* is so cute but my brother doesnt. He's so mean *my brother*

and also, visit estranged's webbie. ---> http://www.estranged.info/

hugs and kisses ya'll*

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8:28 PM

Listened to this song many times on the radio. Especially Radio 98.8
Thought it was an amazing song but didnt know the title and singer. Finally found out about it while watching the 50th Merdeka celebration in Malacca which was sponsored by MY.fm on television.

Thought of sharing the lyrics with my readers.

Lin Yu Zhong & Sheila Majid (林宇中 & Sheila Majid - Melody)

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuki jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna
duo me shi zai de gan jue wang zhe ni de lian
zhe yi ke wo dao le bei ren yi wang de yong yuan
Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
xiang mi lu de ren zhao dao hui jia de lu xian
Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ zai wo xin li zui dong ting de melody

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuki jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna
duo me shi zai de gan jue wang zhe ni de lian
zhe yi ke wo dao le bei ren yi wang de yong yuan
Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
xiang mi lu de ren zhao dao hui jia de lu xian
Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ zai wo xin li zui dong ting de melody

Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ zai wo xin li zui dong ting de melody

Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ zai wo xin li zui dong ting de melody

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6:23 PM

I just got so bored trying to study cost behaviour and the break even analysis sheet.. argh.. cost accounting ; but i must honestly say that its kinda nicer a class than financial accounting. *oops*

I think most peeps will actually agree with me on this.

And I found out the *ahem* underwear guy's name. LOL ; well, i can say .. its interesting. Heehe, but he is foreign so i dont blame him. Still cute though 23.

On youtube now, searching for the easy way out to learn and master literature. LMAO.. watch the video instead of reading 11 freaking books on literature. Its not exactly light reading know. Imagine.. *yawns*

p/s: if i do get the video somehow, I'll try my best to post it on here so we can all cheat.. Haahaha

LOL, I cant believe this, I'm like super slacking right now. Promised myself to like, you know study and all for the stupid trials. WTF am I doing on blogger. Well, since i am already here must well just explain my situation.

Message: I wont be blogging for quite some time cause of the stupid trials.. *scoffs*
so please forgive my absent-ness.

I typed 'charles dickens' on youtube and guess what came out!! Some freaking cleavage blopper.. haha.. crazy!
Its weird cuz i actually watched the series of David Copperfield on YouTube last week and this week its no longer there.. *sighs* guess GOD doesnt want me to have the easy way out huh?..

Past weekend was so lame.. Capital L.A.M.E <-- not a remake of Gwen Stefani's L.A.M.B Singing "Setia" by myself and watching the 8tv Quickie edition of the merdeka celebrations. Too lazy to get stuck in the jam.. So.. Thats about it.. I really dont know when will be the next time I'm gonna post another BLOGGIE..

p/s: still trying to get a cbox on my blog.

Hugs and kisses to all my readers.

XD

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